Excerpts from her Elle cover story were released Sept. 12, and on Tuesday, the magazine released the rest of her interview. For four seasons, Miley played the titular character on Hannah Montana—a normal girl by day, a singer by night—until the hit Disney Channel series came to an end in 2011. Miley’s father, musician-turned-actorBilly Ray Cyrus, played her character’s father, Robby Stewart. When the show premiered, Miley felt like her dreams had come true. It wasn’t until later, however, that her dream began to feel more like a nightmare.
“I did not grow up spoiled in any way. I just wanted to be on TV. I mean, at one point—they’ll probably kill me for saying it—I was probably the least paid person on my cast because I didn’t know any better,” the actress recalls. “I was just like, ‘I can be on Disney! Yeah, I want to do it!'”
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Hannah Montana made Miley the most famous teenager in the world, and the world watched and judged her as she figured out who she wanted to become. “When I look at my little sister, who’s 16, I don’t judge her for anything she does because I remember where I was at that time. I was such an emotional person—I’m still such an emotional person—but I was trying to find out who I was,” she says in hindsight. “You go through these stages, especially in our industry.”
Even in his heyday, Billy Ray never reached Miley’s level of fame. So, despite his best efforts to empathize, he couldn’t fully understand how hard it was for her to be under constant scrutiny. “Paparazzi always made me really uncomfortable. You’re growing up and you look weird sometimes. My zits were all crazy; I’ve gone through some hair trauma,” Miley says. “That’s how I started sticking out my tongue in pictures. Because I hate everyone being so serious.”